I try, really hard, to be happy for people when they announce their pregnancies.
I try, really hard, to smile and be happy for them.
I try, I really do.
Back in June when
my friend an ex-colleague told me about her pregnancy despite having always said that she didn't want children, I gave her the benefit of the doubt - maybe she'd said she didn't want children because actually she was desperate for them, and knew she was going to have problems conceiving.
Maybe, by denying she wanted them, she was putting a barrier between her and the heartache involved in TTC.
So, she's now 6 months on, and I saw these two posts on facebook yesterday: